Two years ago, when Katrina was approaching in the Gulf of Mexico, I did not have a blog. At that time, I commented around at several of my favorites. Almost every day I visited and often commented at the Dharma Bums blog, run by Roger and Robin, two of the nicest, gentlest folks I ever virtually met. They post about nature, politics, and whatever strikes their fancy. In addition to their writing - which is excellent - they post their own gorgeous pictures, mainly of plants, animals, and insects from the area where they live.
After Katrina, once I was home and had internet access, I sent them an email, telling them of my family's experience during Katrina. They were kind enough to post it on their blog. Since I still have it, I decided to post it here on my blog near the second anniversary.
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
Words from Louisiana
we have come to know a virtual friend through the internet who lives close to New Orleans. she was kind enough to send us some creole heritage tomato seeds when we requested them after she left some comment mentioning them. she is among the kind and intelligent people who view our offerings here, and often leaves interesting and insightful comments. you may have noticed her wit and perspicacity in comments on other blogs. we e-mailed her shortly before the hurricane came ashore offering our best wishes for her and her family, not knowing if she would even be able to receive our note. she sent a short e-mail back, letting us know that she and her family were safe and secure, from the local library in the town to which they had repaired. we offered to post anything she might wish to send us about her experience. today we received the following:
"Your weather report post is great. The bastards have already started to blame the victims, the locals, anybody but themselves. Homeland Security and FEMA were worse than useless before Katrina and in the immediate aftermath.
My emotions alternate between deep sadness for the people of the city I grew up in and fury at the Bush administration for their ponderously slow response.
As you know by now we have no homeland security. What all the billions went for, I don't know. As for Hastert's comments about bulldozing the city, they are despicable and he should resign as Speaker of the House. I heard Cavuto on Fox say that the US should just write off metro-New Orleans - you know - as though it's a failed business. Do they have any concept at all that real people live in the area? Insensitivity of this caliber is beyond belief.
I live in a small town about 65 miles away from NO now. One of my daughters lives in Jefferson Parish, and my sons live near me. My husband and I were in New York City for five days before the weekend of the storm. We were in the waiting area at the airport, on the way home when we found that the hurricane would hit somewhere near the Louisiana coast.
We spent one night at home, immediately began securing our house, and the next morning evacuated to the small farm where my husband grew up, which is located north of Baton Rouge. We could get wind there, but would not be in danger of flood waters. Our children and grandchildren, fourteen in all, evacuated to the farm which contains two rather small houses. In addition we had five dogs and three cats with us. But thank God for those two houses, because we did not have to worry about finding reservations in a motel. I was just so absolutely grateful that my family was together in a safe place. None of us knew whether we would have homes to return to when the storm was over.
The storm was not bad in our area; we had some wind and rain, but came out fine. When the storm was over we were able to get through to our neighbors who had stayed behind to ride out the storm, and we found out our house was OK. In fact all our houses were intact and not flooded, even that of our daughter who lived just outside of NO. A couple of days after the storm, my son-in-law was able to get to his house in Jefferson Parish and take supplies to his neighbor who had stayed behind and helped by feeding their pet chickens. The neighbor had no running water and no power, so my son-in-law was his lifeline. Every few days he would take him supplies.
On his first trip in, he brought back a friend who was living in his house with no running water and no power, so we had fifteen by then, and another dog. The friend was crapping in his back yard because he could not flush the toilet. He is a hygiene nut, so he was freaking out.
But we were the fortunate ones. We have so much to be grateful for. The TV pictures were nearly unbearable to watch. One wonders if help would have come at all but for the TV pictures there for all the world to see. Even Shepherd Smith from Fox News said we looked like a third world country.
Our local university was used as a staging area for evacuees with medical problems for a few days until their conditions were evaluated. They were then moved on to who knows where. I was talking to some of them in the shelter at the Catholic student center, which was a shelter for people with pets. They said the folks from our town had been wonderful to them. I told them that we all knew that it could have been us. Had the storm moved to the west rather than to the east, we could have been in their situation. Either way NO was going to get it.
We are fine now in our home, but I just can't seem to move on. I feel that I'm living in a sort of twilight zone, stunned beyond belief. We have heard from extended family and, so far everyone is OK.
I have ridden out hurricanes before, both Andrew and Betsy, and the 1948 hurricane, but I will never ever do it again.
I see that our friend Ivor Van Heerden, from the LSU Hurricane center is all over the news now as an expert. He has been crying out for years about the danger - to the point where some around here wanted him fired because of his doomsday warnings. They just wanted him to shut up, but he would not. He and some others who tried to give the warnings were right, but they laughed at him."
Around the same time, Rmj at Adventus, moved one of my comments up to a post. Here's what I said:
South Louisiana supplies one half the heating oil to the country. Louisiana has paid in pollution, land loss from pipeline canals, having our area despoiled for the benefit of the rest of the country. I am not proud that we allowed our land to be despoiled and exploited to this extent, but the rest of the country will see how much Louisiana has given to America at great cost to our people and land. Wait until folks see the price of heating oil go up this winter; then they will know. We are viewed as a poor backward state, and in many ways we are, but dammit, we have given our share, and look what we have gotten in return.
I'm sure when all of this shakes out, there will be blame enough to go around, but the whole world can see how the US takes care of its people in trouble.
I hope that we will realize that the greatest military in the world, star wars missiles, and all the billions spent on defense, just cannot protect us from every catastrophe. Maybe we can put the war on terror in perspective and not operate in constant fear of a terrorist attack to the exclusion of attention to real threats which are ignored.
Again, I cried as I read the six pages that the New Orleans Times-Picayune was able to produce. I go back and forth between great sadness and fury, a wild mix of emotions. My family and I are all OK; we have our houses and life looks pretty normal. but we're not really OK, and we won't be for a very long time.
Rmj wrote extensively about Katrina and the aftermath and generally did a terrific job of covering the story on his blog.
Oh Grandmère... your story left me shaking, I'm so furious at the way this country has treated its own.
ReplyDeleteThank you for bearing witness. Thank you for speaking the truth.
Pax, C.
Our bishop has written a great letter to the President about all this. See http://edola-bishop.blogspot.com/. I hope the Prez gets it.
ReplyDeleteWow... I am left speechless Grandmere. Wow.
ReplyDeleteI am so grateful to read your words but am so completely outraged that the wholesale dismissal of many Americans and their way of life has been handled like a piece of trash.
That other post with the Bishop's letter is great as well.
God bless you all. This is an unspeakable tragedy - unspeakable still 2 years one.
Fran, I have not looked at those words of mine for a long time, and the emotions expressed there surprised even me. I'm glad I saved them.
ReplyDeleteGrandmere, thank you for posting what you wrote back then. We cannot be allowed to forget what happened. Most of my family members lost pretty much everything and had to start completely over. Those who were lucky enough to still have their homes are still dealing with the emotional and psychological effects of all the other losses they suffered. It simply cannot be allowed to happen again, and yet one can't help but feel that nothing has really changed. Thank you for sharing your your witness to that awful time.
ReplyDeleteLTL, I'm so sorry that members of your family lost everything. I know how affected I am, and we were blessed. I can't imagine what it's like to suffer that kind of loss, although several of my friends and a few relatives lost all in the disaster. Hearing the stories and experiencing it yourself are not the same.
ReplyDeleteWhen I was visiting the people in the shelters here in my town, I heard stories from folks who barely escaped drowning, who were hanging on to boards until they got to a safe place.
It cannot be allowed to happen again, but I'm afraid it may.
yes, thank you for posting this. I am sure it must have been difficult.
ReplyDeleteI was struck by this bit: "I feel that I'm living in a sort of twilight zone, stunned beyond belief."
ReplyDeleteI think even those of us nowhere near the Gulf Coast were stunned that such a thing could happen. I was working for the California Nurses Association that year and have to say they had a completely "professional" reaction: how can we get some nurses there? They hit up some politicians, got a chartered plane, and off their volunteers flew within a couple of days.
Jan, many doctors and nurses came as volunteers to the affected areas. Unfortunately, a few of them were not allowed to do their jobs because of bureaucratic hang-ups about documentation, despite having proper IDs.
ReplyDeleteWhen we could, we drove in to see the devastation. We were going to make the rounds of Lakeview, Gentilly, and the lower Ninth Ward, but once we saw Lakeview, I couldn't look at any more that day. To see the devastation was overwhelming. The feeling of being in a wasteland was too much.
Thank you Grandmère Mimi.
ReplyDeleteThank you for sharing this.
Lindy
De nada, Lindy.
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